struggle

Right after finishing my 18.45km,
I went to my cousin's place for prayers on my grandfather's death anniversary.
I recited Al-Fatiha instead.
The funny thing was that the dog was initially very excited when we came over, but after I recited Al-Fatiha,  he became very toned down,
he was less active and would just sit down beside me without touching me.
It could be coincidence but... or maybe he just got bored.

Then everyone asked how much I was earning and i meant everyone.
It scares me.

not everyone can understand the peace the religion has taught me.
The family values I never had and learning how to be patient despite setbacks.
This world is just temporary and our judgement day awaits.

I am more afraid that instead of pulling myself out of the shithole,
I am dragging 1 more person down