Marriage Course

Attended 2 days marriage course over the last weekend.
Alot of takeaways from the session and was put to test immediately.
I am comforted by the fact that we have a direction to follow.
We have Prophet Muhammad (may peace be upon him) as a role model.
We an always take references.

It is so "heavy" to be in a marriage.
There are so many things to look out for, yet you have to constantly put in effort to sustain.
Life is going to be very different.
It was also a time for us to ask important questions, know each other bettter.
know what to and know what not to.

At one point I was so scared of being in a failed marriage.
I teared.
It was a video but I saw us.
It was exactly our problem.
that we have not addressed.

May we continue to be committed to each other and more importantly, our Faith.Insha'Allah
may He bless us with pious kids and a ticket to the Hereafter.

There will be lots of challenges ahead.
I may do things that I do not like, but if it is for the Hereafter,
He will give me the strength to.

Suddenly... the fancy clothes no longer matter. who are we trying to please?
Are we guaranteed tomorrow?
Is our wedding a celebration or a show-off.

many questions running through my head.